TP is over=) But i miss my kids=(  

Friday, May 30, 2008

Assalamualaikum..
kmaren dh TP abis..mlas ku kn blog bcuz i was too tired kmaren.. Hehe.. My last day was sad=( i had my final class with my 5C science pupils doing practical works.. But i asked them to siap kan awal2 bcuz tcer kn bgi adiah n gambar2 dgn kmu. Some of them even skipped doing the practicals and jawab the questions ikut logik saja..haha cute.. Hmm..then came the bgi adiah session to all the pupils and some of the best pupils jua..mnangis=( syahiirah started crying n she hugged me msa ku bgi adiah tmpatnya..then next was duratul.. Then everybody started crying jua..!! Even the boys yg gauk ada yg nangis..i was holding back my tears i didnt wanna cry infront of them! *ego* ksian durang..hmm nanti i post pictures of my last day of TP.. Damn i miss them! I miss the glitters that they have brought to my life evry single day of my teaching. Walaupun durang gauk,but i love this class berabis..gauknya aku masih dapat control.. I miss adam,zarul,asyraf,nazrul,aiman,even azim,safiz,yg gauk2 i misssss.. And the girls..syahiirah,lenie,lifia dan bnyak lgi.. Aaaaa i miss them lots!!! Ksian jua ku plg..i remembered aku pernah marahi durg..teriaki durg..ada some yg pernah ku cakapi smpai menangis.. Ksian ehh..*guilty* my other class,5d art and 3a maths..i also miss them..tpi aku nda afal nama2 durg becuz i wasnt that close wid them n my class was only once a week dgn durg.. But my 5c..=( i wish in the future my pupils will be mcm durg jua.. Hahaha! Memilih=) anyway,tym brek smua cigu ke dewan mkn for the farewell clebration n GBs Suprised bday..hehe..mkn lh..n evryone got a pendrive! As a souvenir dari the school..then manyap2 brg d staff..bnyak eh! Ngaleh..later kul2 nabs picked me n kam to go to ubd ambil chuan n then we went to icc for the pameran kerjaya..ramai urg eh!! Lpas tu we went to giant fudcourt klaparan..n i met syg there lpas nya blik krja..azel n mawi pun ada.. After dat durg kam nabs blik..n we went to bmobile mall dgnkn azel byr bills nya..balik rumah aroun 8 lpas mndi this n that,tdur..awal ku tdur.. Ok dat was cerita kemarin..
Today.. Tdi pgi had class at ringrose from 9-12..then i went home tdur.. Ya allah tdur gnya eh!! Ada syg msg mnta dgni ke evina kn relaxing rambut..hehe..so,he picked me up aroun 2ish..n ke evina lah..later,azel,arun n mawi pun ada..azel gunting rambut..so we stayed d evina till 5 mabe..c nas pun ada ahir bgasnya kraja..frenetic scarlet nada main bula ari ani..hehe.so lpas dri evina,we mnum2 n lepak2 d thyes fudcourt..penceritaan..mawi with his life..and azel! Ya allah..im sooo sorry to hear that..aku nda tau kn ckp apa..hmm.. Cmna zel??
Anyway,lpas tu kmi ke psar mlm bli fud utk dinner.. Aku dgnkn syg bli ayam after dat,den bru tah went home..n i miss syg alredy..hehe..
Soon sooo soon,i'll be turning 22! Omy god! 22 udah..dewasa tuu..happy birthday to me...=) aku doa dlam ati saja..nda pyh tell evryone what i wish for..hehe*selfish?* haha..ndabah..sudah ku ckp ari atu arh my previous posts..i dont need presents..i just wish for good health and hapiness..=) smoga aku lebih berakal,lebih matang dlm kehidupan ani..smoga family ku masih syg aku..semoga syg masih cnta aku..semoga teman2 ku lebih kasihkan aku..hahahaha! *really grateful*
bah bah bah..okeh..dats it for the day=)
"some people never find it, some only pretend, but i just want to live happpily ever after, every now and then.."

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Soon,its over.. =) =(  

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Assalamualaikum..
I just got back home liat muvee dgn syg n tini. Its like lama dh we nda liat muvee. The last was cerita apa tu aa..emm..aha! Iron man..wid syg n azel.. B4 we liat wyg,we dgnkn cek bedah mkn d coffee zone..hahah! Aku n tini said "stelama jua ko ni eh lepak d coffee zone" hahaha..sasak bedah trus..it was soo last season.. Ok bedah,sorry! Tpi bnr jua tu ah haha! Eh btw,ceta yg kmi liat tdi was "what happen in vegas"..romantic comedy..siuk! Kalau kn ketawa,bh liat th this muvee..sronok..happy ending..heheh=)
And tomorrow is gonnabe the very last day aku TP! Im gonnabe missing the kids...aku syg durg bnr2!! Shit ehh..wlupun aku jenis yg strict arh my kids,tpi..aku sedih kn tnggalkan durg.. I realize aku ego.. I dont wanna admit the fact that aku sbenarnya kn nangis wen itold them tcer last ajar kamu dis thursday.. N aku ckp lagi,bguslah kmu..siuk jua tu. Nda lagi kana marah..kana triak2i.. Dgr mija kana ampas n all.. But they said 'manada tcer..tcer ajar kmi siuk..tcer baik..kmi nda mau cigu lain ajar kami....' my god..i was holding back my tears masa durg ckp cmatu.. Aaa! Kononnya nda sabar kn abiskan TP..no more lesson plannings,no more ABMs, no more shits n such.. Hmm.. Tapi,ksian the kids..cigu durg lagi slalu bz buat itu buat ini..especially my 5c english n science..ingau atiku if durg nda dapat cover the syllabus..n if nada urg ajar durg bila cigu durg MC atau kana pnggil GB.. Its always like that.. I wish wen im gone,things can get better,who noes knapa cigu2 durg cmatu..mabe they are too dependent on the TP tcers x. Ksian the kids nada cigu sumtyms.. Hmm.. Well well.. I hope, evrything will be ok esok.. I'll try freezing my tears esok..haha.. Bye srj49..=) =( bguslah,nada lgi guru2 TP yg kurang ajar tmpat kmu.. I'll for sure be sad leaving behind my helpful CT tcers yg helped me to get good grades..psal widout them i dont think i could. Thanx for all the tips and the helps..aaa cigu mariah yg baik hati=) very helpful,very rajin,very supportive n very baik.. I wish i can be a great tcer like her.. =)
Emm there goes.. Kalau ku kn creta pasal the TP days lagi..haha! Awu nda pndai abis.. Anyway,the teaching practice was a really amazing and wonderful experience that i'll never forget..it taught me to face and handle the reality of teaching in the real school-school world.. Insyallah,all these experiences that ive gained would all be useful and applicable to my future career.. Mcm karangan "perkara yang paling tidak dapat saya lupakan"..
bh bh..aku kn tdur..kul 1 subuh dh ni..kalat dh mata ku..syg pun off9 dh suruh aku tdur..hehe thanx for evrything syg..mwahh mwahh..nervous eh esok ahh..=p
ok nyt2 to me..slptyt swtdrms..

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2 hari lagi..  

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Assalamualaikum..
See how lazy i am to blog? Kata nameng, "selfish" n i actually like her way of describing bila ya nda blog n nda update blogspotnya.. Haha..mabe aku selfish x.. Tpi yg pasti,aku pmalas..n im not a big fan of blogging. Ikut mood sja=)
Tdi ptg,i went jln wid nabs n kamaliah.. Dgnkn nabs cari hersheys chocolate chips nya aa.. Ke waho manggis, hypermart, mall..smua nada..last2 d supasave.. Den syg msg,ka kasmi pnggil anis bday..so lpas jln dgn durg,nabs antar aku krmh syg..n i just got back from syg's..=)
Now,im already lying on my bed.. Thinking of my TP days..n my UBD times.. Aaa..pyh kn describe..ntah..mabe sudh the real final day of my TP this thursday bru th ku dpat rasa yg sbenarnya.. Ryt now pun aku rndu the kids yg ku ajar.... Nda ku tau cna kn creta.. But at the same time, i just cant wait to get away from all the not-soo-sweet things that did happened during my time d srj49.. Hmmm.. Thursday is around the corner..
And i'll be 22nd this saturday..i dont wish for something out of the mind..i hope durang abis sudah idea cna kn suprise kn bday ku.. But,thanx for the bday suprises that u guys prnah buat utk aku..i really appreciate it=) tapi,this yr,really,its not necessary. My wish this year is to be healthier and to be happier,surrounded by the people that i love..i dont want presents.. Aku mau healthy n happy saja.. Not much=)
Doakan aku di hari jadi ku nanti ya teman2..hehe...
*running out of words*

thats it for the day..do come back! Haha..udah ku rajin aa..
p/s: syg,me happy jua..me sedih jua.. Inda me phm dis weird feeling in me ryt now.. Hehe,btw,thanx aa tdi..mwahh mwahhh.. I love u..

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How sweet..  

Friday, May 16, 2008

Assalamualaikum..good friday morning to evryone. Good tia krg! Been waiting for the tuition school to be opened since 9 just now..n how sweet,ani kul 9.44 udah! I soooo love waiting..siuk x ah mnunggu ah..paling siuk th mnunggu urg ani..siuknya mcm wahhhhh siukkkk ehhhh!!
Hahaha..can u smell the sarcasm?
ku suruh sja student ku blik..which means.....i have to set another time n arrange a replacement..sweet ryt?? Hmm hmm...
Nasib nasib..

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yay!  

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

So this is my blogspot.. lama dah kan buat..tpi got no time.. been very busy since last week n to make things worse, my lappy sux..nda mau d charging..its not the charger yg rusak,but the charger slot of the lappy isnt functioning..cool coool....
Assalamualaikum btw..hehe:-)
well well.. i hope aku rajin blogging here.. becus im the one yg capat bored dgn benda2 cmani ani....ikut mood..tpi aku nda plg bad mood tym ani..*lame* so hope this tym it works..
so,hang on to it..ill be soon updating things and editting stuff for this blog..ryt now its lame and boring..which is so not me..hahah!

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