*Para* papapaaa... I'm Lovin It!

Assalamualaikum pepols..

Sorry for the lack of updates. Bz nda jua bz aku ani,lesson plan pun alum jua ku tbuat sngat. Bersoka ria gnya kraja ku.. Bersokan ria jua lh..

Well well..

It was a great day. And last nyt pun great jua.

Nanti i post last nyt's and today's pixs=)

I barbecued. I chilled with them loves. I played uno and big2. I laughed. I bounced and slided. I had fun. I watched bedtime stories tadi! I ate double cheeseburger and was all smiles..

The days were lovely.. And what made it even more lovely? You guessed it roit! U sure u guessed it roit??

Heheh.. The main event was actually, being with the most phatabulous man on earth.. Love love love.. I feeeeeel good~

Tata peeps. Till my next post.. Btw,ku pikir cerita Bedtime Stories, starring Adam Sandler was gonna be siuk. I mean,tym liat trailernya..sekalikan,udah ku liat,rupanya.. Lebih dari siuk=) it was siuk cemani.."wah siukkk ehh" haha!

Ok then... Goat two go!

Kamaliah Ku tagged me.. i do this saja lai aa..malas ku buat the 1st tag..yg typing nama pakai elbow ah.. malas..ok here goes.. i did this b4 tpi i wanna do it again=)

Rules:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player or etc on "Shuffle" mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
= I wannabe with u (mandy moore) {haha! out..}

Describe yourself!
= Betrayed (A7X).. {Hahah! aku? being betrayed? aha..mcm tau2 saja jua aa..}

What do people feel when they're around you?
= Im not over (carolina liar)..

Describe your current relationship.
= Tak lekang oleh waktu (kerispatih) {WAW-ism!}

Where would you like to be now?
= Make love in this club (usher ft young jeezy) {wahahaha! is that so?}

How do you feel about love?
= Slalu mengalah (seventeen) {bowhh syg? me slalu mngalah wah? hahaha.. mengapa aku slalu yg mengalah??~~~ *menyanyi jua ku ni* hahaha!}

What's your life like?
= Lovebug (jonas bros)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
= Cinta sempurna (ada band) {aamin aamin..}

Say something wise.
= A.N.G.E.L (natasha bedingfield) {wise kan? =) haa..}

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
= Afterlife (A7X) {bowhhh doii!}

How would you describe yourself?
= All out of love (westlife feat delta godrem) {haha! percintaan ehh~~}

What do you like in a guy/girl?
= Keep holding on (avril lavigne)

How do you feel today?
= Nothing else matters (metallica)

What is your life's purpose?
= way back into love ( hugh grant n heley bennet)

What is your motto?
= Lagu rindu (kerispatih) {i still love this song=)}

What do your friends think of you?
= Lost (A7X) {ehhh aku lost kah peeps? tell me!!}

What do you think of your parents?
= walau habis terang (peter pan) {eh bnr tu bnr..walau th habis terang dlm dunia ani..babah n babu mseh bisa menerangi hidupku.. waw!}

What do you think about very often?
= Kekasih yang tak dianggap (kertas band) {ehh..salah tu..im grateful to be with syg=) the warrior of my life!}

What is 2 + 2?
= Diantara kalian (dmassive) {itunes nda pandai math wah eh! jgn ucap wah eh!}

What do you think of your best friend?
= Right Here (Brandy).. {waw.. somewhat true! trying my best to be the best and be right there anytym for them sweetpotatoes and popcorns..}

What do you think of the person you like?
= Breathless (shayne ward) {bowhh..ok,the person i like atu c none-other-than lh tu aa kirakan.. u leave me breathless~~ i still cant believe that ure mine~~ haha thweeeet nya..}

What is your life story?
= Almost easy (A7X) {ehh banar kah? haha! lawa ni lyrics nya..}

What do you want to be when you grow up?
= Aku bukan utkmu (sultan) {ehh lawa ni lagunya..i loikee..}

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
= brown eyes (destiny's child) {mngapakan itunes mcm phm saja ani? i noe that he loves me cos he told me so~~}

What will you dance to at your wedding?
= a lil piece of heaven (A7X) {sorry bnyak lagu A7X..jawapannya dari tdi mcm lagu A7X gnya.. sanak urg..haha!}

What will they play at your funeral?
= Dangerously in love (beyonce) {no komen eh..percintaan gnya yaw~~}

What is your hobby/interest?
= dear god (A7X) {i never get bored listening to this masterpiece=) but does that answer the question?}

What is your biggest fear?
= A thousand miles (vanilla sky) {haha..yup yup..i dont wannabe a thousand miles away from them loved ones..my family,syg,my friends.. my life wont be complete without them=) if i could fall into the sky~~}

What is your biggest secret?
= one step at a time (jordin sparks) {nah nda tia secret lgi! sheeshh..tumpis waa itunes ani..tau tia urg aku one step at a time..}

What do you think of your friends?
= Pocketful of sunshine (natasha bedingfield) {wahhhhhhhhh... banar! they are all my pocketful of sunshine=) =)}

What will you post this as?
= If I were a boy (beyonce) {hahaha! cute jua ahh..}


I tag anybody who loves and hates to be tagged.. ah apakan?

Assalamualaikum peepols..

This post is a special dedication to my loved ones, my bestfriends (do i need to mention nama u guys sini? nahh.. tau2 kamu sndiri lh aa..ngehehh..) and.... foes (boh aku ada foes? - its for me to noe and for u to find out..) Selections and compilations of bits and pieces from some lyrics yg aku suka..

Assalamualaikum semuaa~

So what made my day?? Ngeheheheh=)

I had double cheeseburger!

And aku buat lesson plan tdi! Pcaya kamu?? Aku buat lesson plan wah! Hahaha..my days lately nda th prnah kn productive..

Man im so proud of it. Haha! Over..

Yatah,aku ni tdi smbil buat lesson plan ku (utk next yr) smbil chat sama syg..he was busy though mncari installer utk printer..

Skali,ngam aku bru abis buat lesson plan..ada tia syg text..'bah jln eh..' ku liat jam,was alredy 8.50pm.. Ksian him..lapar..kn bli food rupanya..ngehehe..

Haha,tpi aroun 10 bru th syg ada.. We discussed where to get food apalh ni.he wanted excapade,tpi i ddnt feel like eating sushi..so he ckp,bh ke mc d th..den we headed to mc d..and b4 antar aku balik home,syg went to get food lgi d psr mlm.kmi brhujan hujan..tpi kmi pakai daun pisang(romantik ehh..) ahaha! Dmana ku blurih daun pisang ah??


Okie dokieee peeps..aku kn liat mirrors sama adi jap..alum th abis2 nya..

Nyt nyt dark knights!

Be back tomorrow=)


Eh eh lupa! Penting ni: Thanx alot syg! Mwaaaacckksss! I love u.. Lots! Lots nya mcm parking lot d Jabatan-Jabatan Kerajaan tym ari Jumat! Pbaik th syg liat paking ah.. Bukan mcm parking d Mall.. Syg mrh kah?? Nah tu kan u mrh kn..

Tata semua....

“The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture of your choice only in the first page of results, and post it as your answer”.

2. A place I'd like to travel to (make it 3 lah aa,just incase=p haha!)

i-Bora Bora



ii- London


iii-Maldives

3. A favourite place (Home sweet home)

4. A favourite thing(s)[i want!!]

Apple Mac Book

5. A Favourite food (banyak2 pun bulih kan? =p)





(no pickles no ketchup please..)




6. A favourite colour

earth colours

7&8. The city I live in/born in

hensem eh 'city' ku ah..

9. A nickname I had

10. College major

artinya education atu consists of everything dlm dunia ani..no education, no life lah tu.. banar jua nya gambar ani ah..

11. Name of my love

Hahaha! i noe if ku typed in Norazman, gerenti out tu d google search, hence i didnt wanna take the risk.. haha! sekali aku typed saja Phatabulous Razy's... HAHAHA! and there i saw gambar kami.ngehehe..

12. A bad habit

cute gambar ani!

haha and yes!

13. A hobby

haha see? aku typed in listening to music.. and this image appeared jua..parapapapa..im lovin it!

14. Wishlists (Max 3 lists) bulih lists ku 8 kah?

and its for me to noe..and for u to find out=)

I'm tagging anyone & everyone who reads this =)

And now im home.. (awu..bagas mengupi tdi sama them tini)

Owhh yeaa..we got to meet bedah at Mc D with her sister! Its the 4th time of the month she had Mc D - every saturday nyt.. Haha! Kdapatan jua tu kmi pun every saturday nyt..except for last week lh tu aa..the 1st saturday nyt of november,i went there wid syg take out burgers- tjumpa bedah dgn szery n gjul rahman. 2nd saturday nyt, i went mc d with syg jua take out burgers,den odw blik mlintas mc D,there we saw her again with kwnnya. Last week(the 3rd saturday nyt) - she texted : bh later merna i go join u guys d kofibin,aku mkn mc D kajap! See??? N tadi!! The last saturday nyt of november- she texted: stay where u r,aku ke mc D kajap makan!! Hahaha..i soooo love that woman..

And so we went to get our food td d Mc D and there she was dgn adinya..had a lil chit chat,while tunggu takeouts..walaupun just mere seconds bejumpa,we can at least meet each other,n release the tension abit.ksian her,she is having her xm ryt now..yatah ke mcD cari mkn.wish them ubdians all the best..

Cmatulah i spent my nyt tadi..thnx for the treats syg..nanti my turn lgi aa..=)

Aku nda dapat tdur..i m still high..i dnt noe,maybe its the effect from the ice caramel latte i had tdi..ehh manithhhh yaw.nda ku te abith..

Sasak ku nda dapat post gambar tdi aa..it took effin years,sampai tereset bh connection itu ini.malas th ku tu..i try uploading esok.. ( try kan i said? So,no promises..ngehheheh..)

Btw,aku mau tinggal d singapo pasal duble cheeseburger nya $2..d brunai wah!! Cheeseburger biasa pun $2.50! Apatah lgi duble cheeseburger! $4.50 yaw.. Yatah nya syg..'mun gnya pasal burger danggg' haha..

You noe wats the sweetest thing on earth??

Jadi girlfriend Muhd Norazman.. Aint no other man has the very characters that this man has.. Alhamdulillah..

"Meeting you was fate, being friends with you was a choice.. But, falling in love with you was beyond my control.." - quoted from Syg's friendster shout out=) jgn mrah me curi..huhu=p

Bah tata peeps.. Off i go.. Be back soon.. Selamat jln romeo hanya utk mu syg,d alam fana cintamu oh isabellaku~~ tiara..fionaaa~~

Assalamualaikum.. nyt2 everibadih..

Location: Coffee Bean Gadong
With: Syg,Tini,Azel,Alai n Ajim.ntah manakah Azeli n Syien.hehe..n Bob n Bedah..kmana2 saja kah basia mlm ani..

Well,im just dropping by this humble blog of mine..tryna post sumthing..emm..yg lain tym ni becerita2 mostlynya syg lah yg becerita..haha! beceriata pasal The Ruins ah..wahhh panjang ceritanya nyamu ehhh..haha well well..siapa nda kenal haha!!

Pendengarnya durang lah ni..pendengar setia..aku mmpost skajap,tpi mndgr ku plg ni Syg ah.. "the more drug atu masuk the more...it sumting2 revenge utk bapanya wah..ia revenge bapanya pasal bapanya suicide bh..everone talking about bapanya..yatah urg yg menceritakan pasal bapanya ia ceta balik..ani lgi tia yg live kn cmatulah..skali last2 ia kana jua..bini2 atu eagle eye plakunnya..sumting sumting sumting ia cuba cari abgnya.."

Haha!! "ada urg kg ani mrah2 bh..awl2 nda ku phm knapa ia mrah..ada dis place mcm quarantine bh..jap ahh ani urg marah.ani urg kg sini..awl2 ia suruh lari saja..” some of Syg’s script..haha..

Ok atu sebahagian daripada kata2 syg becerita arh durg smbil liatkan vdeo the ruins dri lappy nya..hoho..

Nah ani lagi..ctini punya chance bercakap mngenai dgn course art ani..eseh mcm2 yaw ckpnya..sampuk mnyampuk lahni durg tym ani..aku nda ku pndai ni cmani2 ani..aku pndai mndgr saja..bckp ani bukan kebolehan ku..bnr eh..bukannya ku kn ambung ahh..

Hahaha..awu apakan sebenarnya tujuan ku mmpost ani? Hahah..hey im just getting the feel of the night bah..n to prove that walau pun aku cbuk dgn diriku tym ni,but im aware of the current surroundings,of the topics theyre discussing ryt now..dis n dat..dat n dis.. kan kan! (backing up myself is important=) ) haha..yeaa yeaa whatever Para..

Owhh yeaaa..btw,next year l’ll be teaching Year 3..fine with me.but I was and still am lost n blurrr of what is ahead of me.. Im gonnabe their class teacher, teaching them Math, Pelajaran Am,Bahasa Melayu, Lukisan, PJ n Sivik..”Ohokey” was my reaction masa kana bagi the timetable..Kan ckp aku inda ready,ntah nda jua..kan ckp aku ready pun nda jua..I am just lost saja..Bangang ku maseh lah sebenarnya..

Alhamdulillah the kids pun ok..no big problems dgn them..Im fine with them..hehe.. Hoping all the very best for next year..nanti I post the before and after pictures of my class..Ahh! btw,klass ku tingkat 3!! Aku takut!! Aku nda suruh the kids betinggir arh pagar..a big no no!!

Atu saja dulu.. I leave u with some of the pics we took tdi earlier while tunggu azel n alai dtg..haha sengaja lah sebenarnya nda bawa durg bgambar! Hahaha! Along post indeed..(bila jua post ku nda pjg)

BAHHHHH tiaa!! Problem loading image..tata..argghh..turned off ku dah..lets go get some double cheeseburger syg..(buang stress ni)

Assalamualaikum.. Selamat pagi semua...

I just woke up from a daymare. (since ani pagi udh kul 9 lalu, ndakan nightmare kan?! Duhhh~~)

Aku mimpi a big green monster ran all the way from the back of my house sampai ujung simpang d rumahku,wanting to catch me. It all started tym ku mencangkul2 d blakang rumah..kan menanam kacang tanah and carrot..klang kelung ketak kedung ketang keting (wah mcm syg!) bunyi kesibukan ku mencangkul..tiba2 ada green monster bebulu2 dtg menghampiri ku. Aku kaget! Kata monster atu..'Para...Wahahah(bukan ktawa ni eh,bunyi hantu marah ni..) aku mau kacang tanahmu!' he got closer to me. Guruh berdentuman..aku takut,jadi aku blari lah utk menyelamatkan diriku..smpai ke hujung simpang..

Wat a daymare dat was! Naseb jua ia hanya mimpi bah kan.. N naseb jua semua yg ku cerita atu hanya rekaan semata2.. Haha! (apakan..lame jua bini2 ani..)

ok enuff of kerrrr-ap!

Last night i had a gud time chillin d coffee bean gdg with syg n azel..tried to contact the others,tpi masing2 udah ada plan durg,since it was a last minute plan..heheh,but thanx to bedah,she tried dtg jua aher atu.n so we had a good chit chatting trying to catch up with each others' life.

Haha,bedah was fuckin shocked bila mndgr tragedy yg malang,bala bencana yg menimpa ke atas Frenetic Scarlet (dulu kn namanya Frenster ni.kamu mau tau siapa mbgi nama Frenster atu?? Bida x ah! Yatah,laki2 sial yg pathetic lunatic narcissistic nda branti buat kacau d blog Frenetic Scarlet pasal ia nada kwn lagi..he is a freakin loser! Banar..) and he is starting it again..crazy MF. Kalau quit buat cara quit lh ah.ani mseh lgi membuat kecoh d shoutbox blog EX-team nya! Gila! nazi ni ya ah!

Eh! No,did i just spoil the mood? Heheh.sorry peeps..

Anyway..siuk lh smlm..lama dh nda chill dgn durg.yet,i didnt get to see evryone..tini,azeli,ayien,alai,c bob..nanti lh we lepak lgi..i miss them. Kamaliah n muaz pun.. Sorry,i cudnt make it las nyt..

well..thats about it i think,for now..

Till my next post=)

Have a good day everibadih..

Assalamualaikum.. Nyt nyt everibadih..

I just got back from my cuzn's to lepak n tumpang wireless. I was just trying to kill the tonyt-ohh-im-soo-gonna-miss-syg-kalau-ku-nda-buat-apa2-and-daripada-aku-stayed-home-jobless time. And dgnkn them,since amit ke tahlil..i thought mumy sja yg tnggal,rupanya kjh tuty n karina pun ada. So,aku bloghopping and suprise suprise..i got inspired with most of them blogs ive stumbled upon.huhhhh..jealous lh ku mliat..lawa2.and mine?? Crap-old-lame-deadly-boring-one blog! Ahh...

All the stumbled-upons inspired me much to start clicking on my own blog to gather the innerself and have the courage to at last gave a second chance to this gerenti-urg-yg-punya-blog-ani-pemalas blog. And if get wat i mean. Over..haha.apa saja lh..

Sebenarnya kan,ive decided to move to wordpress due to some reasons. Sudah plg ku pindah d wordpress,haha..quite some time sudah.the thing,dsana pun aku alum jua post. Thats why,i didt even bother to write a post to tell fellow readers (kalau ada readers jua lh..haha..) about it. I think this will be my last post d blogspot and the following one will be the official announcement about it. Nanti aa..soon.. Im in the process of rejuvenating (ngeheheh..) the wordpress dulu,udh quite bsai d pandang,bru tah ku inform..

Sorry for the lack of updates (kamu pun tau kn,it all depends on the wind directions) haha..even,my graduation pun i ddnt even bother to blog about unlike the other peeps yg mempunyai semangat blogging yg kuat.. (bukan nya nda happy, tpi MALAS)

*hats off* to the peeps yg menjiwai dan meragai napsu memblog yg tinggi.. (heheh!) keberadaan ku di sini,nda dapat mengalahkan kehandalan u peeps yg born with the passion to blog about anything..

Pasal life kh ya,mimpi kh,realiti kh,segala suka duka,lampu,sate,buaya,eskrem panjang,kismis,bidadari kh,lawadari kh,nasi kebuli,tiket penerbangan,jam dinding,sepanyol,selimut,sepanduk,selingkuh,sekeru deraiba,segala fakta makta yg possible u guys could think of to blog about. Contoh terdekat: Phatabulous Razy's - zincony24.blogspot.com (syg,bh iklan kan ah blog me ah,me sudah publisitikan blog syg ni..) dan sebagainya..nda ku ingat bh title blog2 lain yg slalu ku baca..hehe. Nanti lh u see it in my blogroll list..yup,d wordpress..

Insyallah dlm masa terdekat, (sooner or later=p) i'll be launching it officially.. Haha! As if its a big thing!!

Btw,its the 3rd day syg d singapore,and i cant wait,tomorrow mlm! Come back home soon baby.

I miss those comforting warm hands.
I miss those jokes yg paling lame dlm dunia..
I miss those fingers that never fail to annoy the nose.
I miss ur smile.
I miss ur singing.
I miss ur laughter.
I miss ur naughtiness.
I miss ur touch.

I miss the very person yg make my days bright walaupun hujan turun dgn lebatnya (kan kalau ujan,ari gelap jua tu..)

I miss semua bah syg.
I miss you...

ahh...

I noe,4 hari saja..inda jua lama kn? But it seems forever:-(

Ani baru 4hari.. Kalau sminggu cmana?? Ani bru d singapore.. Kalau d belanda cmana? Kalau d pakistan cmana??

Kalau balik,kayuh laju2 syg aa..tnggalkan sayur yg rakat arh gigi syg atu d singapore..

double whooper with cheese i cant wait=p

bah peeps,off i go..tata....

Assalamualaikum.. kum apa?

Haha! Lame rupanya aku ah..kum apa? Apatah tu?

ok,aku suka warna brown..kdg2 purple.den,grey..white suka jua,pink pun,orange jua..ijau jua kdg2..apa sja wrna nya yg lawa dmata ku,yatah yg ku suka tu.wrna2 yg ku suka varies from this to that..depends utk apa,ksesuaian,ikut mood,ikut the matching etc.. Jadi mngapa aku brckp psal warna?

sbenarnya aku kalat mata ni.. Tpi snggah ku jap ke blog ku ani..tdi pgi kn,got nothing to do so,aku lepak d computer lab d skulah atu..fb ing,cek email,n attempted to usai blog ku ani..wat i did was linking all the blogs yg aku slalu baca.. Blogs kwn2.. Den ku save.. Ok lh tu ah..berjaya lh ku...but den another time ku buka blog ku,nada tia ada..pdhal ku save dh.. Mungkin aku ani bangang sdikit x mngenai dgn blogspot ani kn..mcm sakit atiku sudah.sanak ku..mcm rasa kn mbuat blog bru ku..haha! Over! Trlalu awal bh aku give up ahh..hahahahaha! Arghhh sasak ku eh! I want a new laptop!! Syg~balikan?? Haha..

Yatah,now kmu phm dh kn napa ku ckp pasal brown in the 1st place? Pasallll..blog ku wrnanya brown=) u get the picture?? Haha.. *grung grung grakk grung grungg*

anu bah,aku mau usai blog ku lawa2..jeles ku liat blogs kwn2 yg indah permai aman damai ahh..blog ku ani,dead bh..mbgi kn muntah..ramai2 lh tani bdoa agar blog ku ani,pada suatu hari nnti akan mnjadi blog yg unggul buat julung2 kalinya..

apa kataku?? Kalau terbuka hati saja kan? Bru ku cerita..*regarding my post b4 this* ntah..malas ku..ngaleh..sakit sja jiwa..

sekian sulu buat masa ani..

*Syg singing: bila~~ rasaku ini rasamu~~ sanggupkah engkau~~*

Syg,i miss u.
Ur smile.
Ur eyes.
Ur lips.
Ur nose=p,
Ur jokes.
Ur laughter.
Ur touch.
Ur warmth.
Ur Chanel Allure Sport. Haha=)

I miss everything about u..
Thnx for being there for me thru thick n thin.

I love you.

off i go....tata peeps!

Assalamualaikum kum apa?

esok kmi last day skulah..yay! Tdikan..ngaleh sja ku dtg skulah bh..tpi nda jua dpat blik kn..hav to stay at school,or else nada gaji. Hehe! So dari 745 tdi,till 1140,r stayed in the school's library alone..reading this novel titled 'lace 2' n smbil bloghopping n msn pkai wireless on my fon.haha! Save crdt..

So,students d brunei will be having the ramadhan break soon..n ofcos cuti hari raya tarus..until 5th october,maybe..n dat means,teachers pun holiday jua=) u see the advantage of being a teacher now? Rtinya bulih aher bngun..n nda pyh buat lesson plan.. Haha! Yay!

Aku ni sebenarnya ada ssuatu bh kn ku share n kn ku luahkan..awal2 ku pikir2..eh biartia berlalu sja smua atu.but now,i just cant stand keeping it inside my heart..mungkin to forgive is easy...but to forget?? Susah sangat..especially when it has got something to do with someone you trust.someone you syg like ur own brother,the one u always depend on,the one u seek for advice,the one u lay ur shoulder on,the one u can trust to protect u n be there 4u anytime for anything..now that evrything has vanished into thin air..im sorry..but ive lost my respect n my trust ever since that very moment.. I tried so hard to just let things fade away through times but,i realized i simply cant. The impact it has given to this lil heart created a deep wound, that would never seem to heal.. Scarred. My dear once-upon-a-time bestfriend-brother, bye bye.. Sorry 4 every single thing..

Emo much??

bh kn tdur ku dulu..see if hatiku terbuka utk becerita esok..hehe.mana tau stay lgi dlm library..

Nyt nyt evryone..

Assalamualaikum..
Heheh..its already the 6th of ramadhan..alum terlambat utk ku mengucapkan selamat berpuasa kan? =) to umat muslimin dan muslimat khususnya,keluarga serta sedara mara sekalian,am nya umat2 islam d seluruh dunia..sama2 lah kita menambahkan amal jariah kita sempena bulan ramadhan yg mubarak ani..wah amazing ah ucapan ku ah? Mcm banar..Hehehe..
Well,sejujurnya,esok barutah aku mulai sama2 berpuasa dan ahirnya merasa nikmat berpuasa! Yay..which means,karang will be my 1st sahur! Even though memang tugas ku setiap jam 3pagi membangunkan ahli2 kluarga utk mkn sahur..(tapi,aku sambung tdur plg balik tu=p)
i cant wait! Baru th smangat ni bali penyungkaian sama syg..hehe..hari2 ani,dgnkan syg bli pnyungkaian plg..tpi,boring kn,pasal i didnt get to feel the vibes of urg brpuasa mmbali brg pnyungkaian.haha..yeaa yeaa watever para..heheh..
Kmarin! I joined syg's family sungkai at rmh syg ofcos..siuk! Ramai! Makanan ani wah..betimbun..hehe.family Kasidah,KaNora,Kanemah n Kakasmi..family Abg Kamal sja nada..n Mama jua..mestilah ada. Heheh..siuk eh=)
Tadi! Emm,syg picked me up balik dpggmb aroun 11.40..den we went to..mana tu ah? Haha..Mc D bli double cheeseburger..sorry syg.tpi aku mkn,dlm kreta arh backseat,syg mana nampak..plus kn syg tdur tdi while tunggu aku mkn..sorry syg ah..hehe.den we didnt noe wat to do next,so i suggested liat muvee..emm,d qlap..tpi lame ceritanya.pikirtah cali ni.mcm,apakan cetanya ani..n there were times i felt like kn tukar sja liat Babylon AD..peeps,jgn th liat Love Guru..bullshit ceritanya ahh.nada mesej.kebodohan..sakit ati ani mliat.haha..over..once again,sorry to syg,pasal he suggested liat Babylon..n even tym rock-paper-scissors-ing syg yg manang,yet aku majal kn liat Love Guru. Kan sapa majal,gerenti rugi kn? Pngajaran dari masalah ani is,mesti ikut rules main rock-paper-scissors..sapa manang,muvee suggestion nya lh mesti dliat..=) =)
Den,lapas liat wyg,we went ke Vincci..my god kasut2 dsana mcm erghh..bida jua,nada lawa kah? Boring ku mliat.langsung nada yg ku tpikat.haha..udh tu ke Hokko.liat2 manik..den,ke mall liat expo.sja2..becus mun kn ke pasar gdg trus utk bli fud,awal mseh..n aroun 4.30pm,our last destination bru th bli fud d pasar gdg utk syg sungkai..den syg antar aku home..so,dats about it..
Ngaleh dh ku eh becreta ahh..boring lgi kan creta ku ani..bek th ku adang lh.nothing's interesting for me to tell.sja mengupdate this haunted blog of mine..hehe..
Utk infomasi bersama..PARANITA'S PARAPHERNALIA IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION..pyh guys..lappy ku rusak.blogging pkai tlipun ani pyh bh kn uplod pics apa..kn pkai lappy syg, malu jua ku kamu eh..hahaha! Ok den..c u all..

Slamat berpuasa kpd semua umat islam yg berada d NBD mahupun d Jamaica,d Kuwait,d Qatar,d Semenanjung Kota Parsi, Malacca Strait, d Alabama,d Beirut,d Kota London,d Beijing,d Salamander & sebagainya.. Semoga ibadah puasa kita d terima oleh Allah S.W.T.. Selamat kembali ke tanah air. Semoga mendapat puasa yg mabrur..

bh bh awu..im stopping ni..dnt worry..
Adios condesera yobido te amo..
Tata peeps=)

Assalamualaikum pembuka kata,
selamat dtg ke blog saya,
blog ini saya punya,
suka hati saya nak cakap apa=)

let me just clear things out and 1st explain the meaning of the phrase that i have mentioned in the profile corner in this humble blog of mine=)

"an angel to some,a devil to lots. Love me or hate me, u decide"
yeapp there goes the issue..kepada yg pengetahuan englishnya mengatasi tahap biasa,atau tahap bodoh..memang dapat memahami maksud dan mesej yg cuba ku smpaikan atu..

Ok,kepada yg kurang pandai dan mempunyai tahap kebodohan english yg menyedihkan..bah sila fahamkan.aku cuba explen arah mu cakap melayu,mana tau ada yg maseh berada dlm kebodohan jua andaikata ku terangkan dlm bahasa english..ada baiknya ku terangkan satu persatu,yupp andai kata ada yg masih ddalam tahap kebodohan..*haha,memajal para*

1) "an angel to some" ani artinya..ada segelintir manusia yg menganggap ku bersifat baik,aha,segelintir sahaja..artinya,sedikit! Awu,sekali lgi ku katakan,memang sedikit sahaja yg mnyayangiku..get a life sweetheart=)..
2) "a devil to lots" bererti; dan kebanyakkan daripada mereka memang membenciku..yup banyak membenciku..memang udah ku bgtau andang bnyak yg membenciku.jadi,ku rasa kau memang salah satu daripada jutaan pembenci setiaku..=) =) get a life honey=)
3) "love me or hate me" maksudnya; bah manasaja tah pembaca2 sekalian,sahabat2 dan org2 yg berkenaan mahupun org2 yg tidak berkenaan sekalian..eh btw,ckp mlayu artinya,sukai diriku atau benci sja diriku..heheh..nda jua ku pajal kamu suka arah ku x ah?? Andang udh terang lagi bersuluh,ku bgi pilihan utk menyukaiku atau membenciku..i dnt give a single fucking shit..heheh..again,get a life babe=)
4) "u decide!" ani pun nda tau rtinya?? Haha.bh kesian jua kn,biartia ku terangkan,andai kata tahap kebodohannya maseh memajal bodohnya itu..huhu! Artinya..terpulanglah kepada kamu utk menyukaiku atau membenciku,menganggapku musuh atau sahabat,menumpang kegembiraan hidupku atau memusnahkan kebahagiaan hidupku,senyum dgn keindahan hidupku atau memilih saja utk memberi komen yg mungkin kamu fikir akan menjatuhkan diriku..terlebih dahulu ku minta maaf andai aku ada salah terhadap mana2 individu..dan ingin ku jelaskan,aku bahagia dgn hidupku=) alhamdulillah..
Dan ingin ku jelaskan lagi,memang smua ani kamu punya pilihan..hak individu..yang pastinya,memang god lebih mngetahui smua ani.and skiranya kan bercakap mengenai ketuhanan,ingin djelaskan lagi,KAU BUKAN GOD kan mengandaikan aku ani hormat atau nda,respect urang atau nda..mungkin ayat2 arah profile BLOG KU ani adalah cara ku kan kenalkan diriku arah urg yg nda kenal kan diriku..n atu terpulang kpda kmu untuk menyimpulkan identitiku,personalitiku..dan yg nyata,mun kn mbwa isu ketuhanan,memang TUHAN SAJA YANG TAU HAKIKAT YG SEBENAR2 NYA..KAMU DTUGASKAN UTK MEMILIH DAN MNGANDAIKAN SAHAJA. Ada kh ku ckp ARAH PROFILE KU; kamu semua yg tahu hakikat sebenar?? Ada?? Aku ckp "u decide" kan? Rtinya,kamu pilih lh.tapi TUHAN saja yg tahu siapa diriku yg sebenar..dan artinya jua,kamu punya pasal kan anggap aku ani baik atau jahat,pasal in the end it doesnt even matter.pasal apanah? AWU,YES! HANYA TUHAN YG TAHU HAKIKAT SIAPA DIRIKU YG SEBENAR..TUHAN SAJA YG TAHU BAH..paham?? Hahahaha..mun nda phm jua,bek bawa berehat,cari kebahagiaan hidup sendiri n kalau dangki n nda puas ati dgn pencapaian dan kebahagiaan hidup seseorang atu,berusaha tah jadi mcm urg yg kamu bencikan atu..sekiranya kamu benci arah seseorang atu,bgtau arahnya tarang2 dan atas dasar apa kmu mmbencinya..but once again ku jelaskan,i dnt give a shit kamu benci atau suka aku..inda ku kisah..yg penting TUHAN tau apa yg aku buat..AND NOT YOU..

well well,trima kasih banyak2 for the comments. Aku memang nda sempurna..aku hanya ingin hidup dan hayati kebahagiaan hidupku ani..aku hanya ingin mengambil kesempatan hidup ani dgn menjadi yg terbaik semampunya..andai yg ku buat ani nda cukup baik,aku cuba sedya upayaku..hakikatnya,aku bukan manusia sempurna yg memperlihatkan kesempurnaan.memang memang memang ktani penuh dgn hasad dengki dan kejahatan..yg baik dtg dari Allah,yg buruk dtg dari diriku..
Kepada ALLAH KU MOHON PERTOLONGAN,KPD NYA JUA KU BERSERAH DAN DARIPADANYA JUA KU BERLINDUNG DARI SEGALA KEJAHATAN..KPD ALLAH KU MOHON KEAMPUNAN..

hehe..ingin ku ambil kesempatan meminta maaf andai aku ada buat silap arah siapa2..andai aku nda memuaskan hati sesetengah pihak..yang pasti,aku berterima kasih arah kpd sahabat2 yg menyokong ku dari belakang..Aku bersyukur kepada tuhan dkurniakan sahabat2 yg mcm kamu..kehidupanku,kebahagiaanku,keluargaku,sahabat2ku,org2 yg mencintaiku dan menyayangiku,adalah kurniaan Allah yg indah..alhamdulillah..dan sesungguhnya segala keburukkanku,cela diri ku,org2 yg membenciku,org2 yg ingin melihat kejatuhanku,dan segala ketidaksempurnaanku kuandaikan ia dugaan dari Allah semata2 utk menguji kesabaranku dan ketabahanku,menguji ketahanan minda dan jiwaku yg insyaallah dpat menolongku utk mnjadi lebih dewasa dan redha dgn segala dugaannya..alhamdullilah..

sekian..

dan utk peringatan,blog ani ku buat utk share dgn org2 yg sudi n ingin tahu dgn kehidupan seharianku..bukan utk menjatuhkan mana2 individu..bukan utk menyakiti sesiapa...niat ku hanyalah utk berkongsi pengalaman seharianku dan meluahkan perasaan serta pendapatku..aku nda perlukan sesiapa utk menyukat2 kata2ku dan memberi andaian yg bukan2 terhadap diriku melalui blog ku..aku hanya manusia biasa yg menikmati dan menjalani kehidupan ini dan dlm proses mencari bekalan dunia dan akhirat...

Assalamualaikum..
Just got back home..lmpang2..n waiting for the person i miss the most right now..
Tdi aku kmiri dgn family hartini, c sahabat karib ku,sahabat hebatku..siuk lh..cool.kmi naik bas.bas nya basar,ada ekon kn mati sjuknya,nama bas nya kinglong,udh tu bleh keruki,udh tu liat dvd.udh tu ada makanan yaw..dan air suci.udh tu paspot ku kna bgi numbur..no.40..durg 90% pkai jersey man utd! Cool..hehe.anyway,it was really a great experience..
Den blik ptg aroun 5ish..smpai lmbak aroun 8..den things got fucked up..
Kmi lepak d thyes food court..den balik..
I just need sum1 to talk to right now..i need syg..Hmmm..syg,syg..syg....
Nah! Ada dh syg o9!!
Gtg peeps..mwahhhh..till next post=)

Assalamualaikum saya mulakan,
selamat pagi saya ucapkan,
hari ini hari rabu,
semalam pula hari yang bagus.

Patah tumbuh hilang brganti,
ambuk di tunjang mematah2 bilah,
tidak patah tidak hilang,
jom kita makan sushi.

waw! Hebat ehh pantun ku ah=) lawa..pandai kn aku bpantun..hahahahahaha! Kerrrr rap..
Aku pda tika ini sdg duduk2 dprkarangan kantin sebuah sekolah swasta yg tidak dpat dsebutkan namanya disini...rahsia! *rahsia tia karang,previous post ada jua dh ku gtau,napa kmu kan ah?* having a brief break here,b4 my next class 9-10 soon.ani bru 08:45..my lesson for the 3classes today is mngajar menulis surat kiriman.yatah kn tdi,aku becali yg lame waa.tpi the kids ktawa hahahahaha mbgi watir.i was giving them examples of writing a proper informal letter kan utk invitation lh knonnya.n den,ku bgi contoh..ok lemme buat a rough draft ckit:
- address,date etc..-
Kepada kekasihku haji dollah,yg berada d kg mangga..
Apa khabar mu? Saya menharapkan agar awak sentisa sihat bersama kucing dan buah pisang di rumah awak.
*yada yada yada yada* -adalah lgi ku tulis..
Den the ending part kn,mesti sign kn tu..
I wrote; yg ikhlas, tipah (Si Tipah Bte Sabun)

Lame jua tu kan? Tpi durg ktawa ani wah.pacah ah..hahaha! Nya durg adakah kucing nya sama pisang! Urang keluarga lah cigu..haha! Udh tu hahaha! Ktawa lgi durg..lain jua namanya atu si tipah! Sabun lgi tu eh nama bapanya ah! Hahahaha! *mcm aha yeaa..mun ku bcali cmani arh kwn2ku, gerenti udh huruf L pacak2 d dapan dahi tu* hahaha..sweet aa kanak2 ani..=)

owhh! Tujuan asalku sebenarnya kn becaieta tentang semalam ni..tpi lain th plg caieta ku eh..bohh i only have 5 more minutes..
Semalam,after isya,syg aga aku n we went to ahan thai.it was after several discussions made,pasal nda sure kn mkn dmana.dis fren of ours *tidak dpat dsebutkan namanya haha* lama udh promised kn treat aku n syg..so,last nyt was the time..awal2nya kononnya kn bwa either sushi or dimsum..skali kn boring jua tu if urg yg kn blnja ani sendiri nda pndai sushi.so nda jdi lh sushi..skali dimsum..tpi durg mau buffet..gnya d dynasty dinner nada buffet.so nda jdi again..den last2 ahan thai lh.well,aku n syg not really a big fan of ahan thai plg..but yeaa,urg blnja atu jua kn..so we just go sja..
Eh kul 9 dh..aku masuk class dulu..later ku smbung=p

09:35
heh..ok sambung..ani my kids buat surat kiriman..so,aku smbung lh cerita ku..
Ok,lpas kmi dari ahan thai last nyt,babah suruh ke rumah ayah..(ayah is our angah laki..andang kmi pnggil him ayah dari damit lgi..) anaknya,which is my 1st cuzn is getting married dis friday..so sperti biasa,mlm2 memang mnjdi lumrah urg2 brunei meramai2 kn suasana hari raya atu..supaya dapat feel bh kn..haha..
Lapas urg main band smlm,kmi main lotto..or bingo. Haha! Ani,siapa bingo dh,ada hadiah kana bgi.smlm hadiah2 nya seperti mnuman caprisonne yg kutak,ada a pack of 6tissue rolls,extension plug(aku mau! Tpi urg lain dpat) dan sebuting blender! Smlm ckit sja adiah,becus skajap sja kmi main,since aher udh..it was aroun 22:30 kmi start..
Hahahaha! Apanah yg siuknya???! Syg yg merangkul hadiah2 atu! Hahaahaha! Lucky for him. He won the tissue pack,a packet of caprisonne and the blender!! Damn,aku happy!! Handal eh syg aa!! Hehehe..so,there goes the title of my post=) krg mlm lgi insyallah i go there..and if syg mau join as well=) aku mau manang lgi! Haha,last nyt,i only managed to win a packet of caprisonne atu..tpi siukk ehh! Hihi=) huhu...
Hehehehebat!

so ithink,thats it for now..my kids buat kraja mseh..ok,back to work!

Syg soo lucky, lucky, lucky...mwahhh!

Assalamualaikum ebaribadih!
07:53
Di pagi yg indah lagi bahagia ini,duduk nya saya di sini,ingin mnyampaikan coretan ikhlas dari hati saya yg suci murni..*haha,mngakun?*
well crappy init? Haha..aku tym ni berada d dlm bilik darjah 4Blue,the kids doing their tulisan rumi.kjap lgi my class abis.30minit sja..
08:06
Now,aku berada d perkarangan kawasan sekolah.gtau tia sekolah apa? Haha..*perahsiaan* ok,aku, sehingga lah kerja2 pemunggahan selesai djlnkan,maksudku,sehingga guru bahasa melayu dari kerajaan dtg, akan berkhidmat sementara,mengajar murid2 darjah 4Blue,4White dan 4Green di Sekolah Tunas Jaya PGGMB Madang. Haha! Lawa kan aku ckp bahasa melayu ah? Belatih namanya ni. Haha! During my 1st class kemarin ah,it was weird. All this while,subjects yg ku ajar,english based smuanya. Yatah tiba2 kana suruh ajar bahasa melayu. Ato ya,mngarah2 and menyuruh2 kanak2 ani pkai ckp melayu,lain rasanya. Atu pun mseh jua ckp english. "bah class,keep away all ur science books. I only want buku bahasa melayu d atas meja kamu. Paham??" "Rayyan,Muiz,Amirul,bah bulih kamu sit down kah? Did i ask u bejalan2 di class ani? If u have finish ucah,apa kata tcer tadi??" hahahaha! Rojak eh! Its like ah,my mouth blurts out words faster than what my brain should be processing first. Maksud ku,by the tym aku udh bckp ah,bru tia nya utakku,eh eh in malay please! If u get wat i mean.mun kmu nda phm bh biartia,diam saja ok? Ha! Its not dat,aku kan mnunjuk2 kan yg aku ani biasa ckp english. No! No no.. Kamu pun dapat liat dari cara penulisan ku,dat i usually bckp campur2. Nda jua brapa english ku,yeaa i noe,nda pyh kmu gtau aku.ok? Haha! *sakit ati alai ani~* wat im trying to say here is,the fact that we teachers,i mean,in the case of aku,i was trained to teach all english based subjects.math,english science masa teaching practice dulu..tambahan lagi,tuition pun sama jua..dats why,eh ani rupanya 1st tym ku ajar bahasa melayu! Baru ku realize! Now,i hope that explains knapa weird rasanya mngajar bahasa melayu tiba2 atu..heheh..my next class is with the 4 Green Fahaman. How fortunate,i dont have to prepare for lesson plans becus the previous teacher have already done the planning earlier. Ia prepare smpai september ani wah! Haha..all i have to do is,ikut plannya sja n continue what have been planned uleh nya. Now dat i have to wake up early hari2 yaww! Except for sunday.. Well friday pun bngun awal becus tuition class ku starts pagi. But at least i have sumtin to do kan? N this of course means,nada lgi saturday-morning-movie-wid-syg=( andang odah menjadi lumrah antara aku n syg utk menonton wyg bersama2 dpagi hari sabtu.cuz dats when we usually get cheaper tickets! Kan syg? =p and saturday is also synonym to our dating day. Haha! Ari sabtu syg off day..n then mlm kmi lepak with the Scarlets..ani brapa mnggu dah nda chill..due to kesibukkan aku n syg,weddings and weddings and more weddings to get busy with..kalau aku yg kawin nda jua papa kan? Haha..kata2 rupanya..eh batah eh kul9 ah..later my classes 9-10 another 1 at 10.20-11.20..and nunggu 12.15 balik..n later lunch drmh wid syg..

Sekian lah dahulu untuk kali ini. Bersama kita lagi dlain kesempatan..
Hingga masa itu tiba..
Wabillahitaufikwalhidayah,wassalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh..

Ramadhan is coming soon! Cant wait! N dat means,bh bali kain utk raya dh? Brapa pasang ko mutung? Udh siap bju raya mu? Tudung lgi alum eh.. =)

Aura yg memecah semesta,
Menyampaikan kesunyian dikala sendirian,
Kesepian yg menyelubungi,menemani hari-hari ku,
Disajikan doa-doa bergelar rindu,
Yang menanti kau dtg dan pergi seperti mimpi-mimpiku,
Fantasiku,
Bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran,
Di sisi copeng,
Di setiap corong,
Lorong yg lohong,
benar aku tak bohong,
bila hati menyanyi..
Bila boring~
terkenangmu sayang~

hahaha..familiar? Lagu bila rindu ruffedge yg dulu aa..hahaha.. *apakan? Aku ktawa ah??*
hehhe..awu,im super duper uber bored..and i miss syg lots=(

Hari ini menyaksikan perkahwinan anak-anak buah syg,Awg Muswardi & pasangannya dan Dyg Rostiyani & pasangannya..yup,dua pasangan kawin on the same day..tahniah! Hehe..happy for them both..had a great time tdi.siuk! Sisters syg and the nephews pkai bju n tudung yg sama! Aku pun!! Lawa ehh! Sooooo sweet=) aku happy..haha,skadar kh aku ah? Haha..but bnr,aku happy..fun bh tdi ah.wpun hari panas terik..yet aku happy,dat i was part of the memorable event..an event i shud never forget.. Mabe to some ppl ani skadar..but for me nda..siuk bh! *haha! Awu para..yeaaa para..i noe para..ko happy para..ah jadinya?* =) nda,nda,its just dat,i never feel kemeriahan cmani during any of my cuzns' wedding.. Mnipu lh x ah mun nada langsung..ada,tpi ntah.. Hehe..hope to witness and be a part of another wedding clebration soon.my 1st cuzn is getting married next week..another bz week to go..tpi siuk=) nah,nda th lgi ada mlm2 lepak..mlm2 perlottoan arh Kapiah ni..heh..bye2 lovely nights..rugi nda dtg mlm ambil2 an tonyt.sorry syg..
Well well,emm so wat have i done ari ani? Tdi pgi til ptg arh the wedding..den around 2lalu went home.mandi,rehat2 n tdur ckit2.Den aroun 3,kamaliahku texted mnta antar ke rtb..haha,kononnya aku drive? Dgn my sister,ain of coz..so,5.30 we aga kamaliah and antar her ke rtb.lapas atu,buang boring jln2 d yasan.hah! Spent alot on food! C ain tu klaparan.bli waffle ya,bli fun donuts..den mkn lgi d food court! Gila ehh! Nda tmakan wa fun donuts ah! I think,shes taking this opportinity mbali2 mkanan,mantang2 my treats.. Nda apalah. Haha. In a way,i was paying her to dgn kn aku jln2 mbuang boring..haha,wid food! Emm,lpas tu,aroun 8 aku dgnkn ia cari rmh principal ringrose tuition school d mentiri.eh jauh! Lambat rasanya kn balik ke lambak ah..
And at last aroun 9ish smpai home..mandi apa itu ini,lepak2 kjap d dapur wid babu babah n the sibs..n now,here i am,limpang2 on my bed..Adi tu tdi,menyanyi lagu ruffedge bila rindu ah..haha,n a voice insyd my head ckp,bh post eh..hahaha..jobless much!
Demikianlah kesah utk hari ini..
Lpas ani agenda ku,bloghopping=) siuk!
Kan udh kataku dari tdi ku ckp...siuk!

signing off..
Assalamualaikum..
*a lil update: aku addicted main guitar heroes,aku suka lagu Te quiro by Belinda n Nigga..
Aku rindu Muhd Norazman..
Bh bh,off i go=)

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Assalamualaikum..
Suwa suwe kemoning~ heheh..so now i feel like posting..let me remind u guys,yupp..aku ikut mood ku saja bila kn post something in this humble blog of mine..haha=)
ok,aku bru bngun tdur,n ani still melimpang..posting through my humble e61i.haha..humble jubur! Jap lgi aku kn mndi..bcus its like kn tghari udh.nda kuasa nya urg tua2.n pukul2 later i have class until 5 mabe..
Emmmm..bohhh! Nda ku tau kn ckp apa! Haha..bh eh aku mandi lh..see u next time..hahahaha..talur eh..

Happy belated bday to me! Heheh.. Kalat mata ku dh..its 12.32am dh..esok lgi i have to dtg ke skolah jua..kn antar things..
Well,so b4 i go to sleep,mempost lh ku kajap.. Emm..tdi pgi at home sja,tdur..den ptg kul 2,went to ringrose..ada english pr 6. At 4.30,syg picked me up n we went to mall to look at the pc fair dsana..then,syg dgnkn me bli2 brg.. Haha..=) thanx syg..den we mkn d ideal n later bli stuff utk my prmry3 kids..hehe..
Den went home.at home,continue marking..alum tia abis2 nya..ngaleh ku..its too bnyak..
Ok..aku tdur dlu..kalat brabis dh mata..tata semua..